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hey! missed ya all had to redo my entry for reasons lol..so i guess you find out who your true friends are when its all said and over w/..but i got plenty so w/e.then........ im stayin the nite at courtneys rite now...she stayed last week we went bowling lol..fun fun..today i had practice then we ran to coshcocton.. and got some job applications and such..saw some hotties ;) lol basicly my life is school and softball....school is pretty ok i guess...sixth in our class and my gpa is 3.654 worse thatn last year but w/e..not good enough for dad tho..o well i guess you'll have that sometimes...rite now in softball we are 5 wins and 4 losses... hm dont relaly know what to write about. idk iv been really busy lately and stuff so not relaly anytime for xanga. oh yeah got a new puppy hes adorable but a brat his name is tanner aww..and a new cell it sucks if you want the number just ask.. hung out w/ karlee yesterday and my elliott is lookin good have him for a pool lol...of american idol lol you idiots this weekend i went to my dads and went to my cuzins saturday and sunday and rode four wheelers w/ ashly and all that good stuff...saturday we went to this mall thing and my dad lost my stepmoms wedding ring..hahah so he has to get her a new one?Q! lol.... and sunday we was hikin and my dad bought my step mom a brand new cell phone a couple weeks ago and it fell in the creek and got ruined hahahahahhah yeahyea....school is almost over im dyeing for summer 23 days of school left fyeah!... then more and more and more sfotball  gzz as soon as i get done w/ this i have to do cambridge league then the 16 under traveling team then maybe feild of dreams or w;e that is in the fall and i have cross countrya nd marching band...errrr i dislike it. i turned 16 march 26 went shoppin tuesday that was fun.uhh....i start drivers ed MAY 22 oh fun..not really but then i get my licsence so i cant wait!! welp im tired so ima go to bed nit yall lyas!!! lol

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courtney and me.. bad pic??blury or sumthin haha  yes we're cooler than you lol best friends forever!!!

my sis! beth aww...shes mine not yours mojo hahahha =)

thats my tanner!! =).kinda weird picture. lol...cute to the max.

I've spent too much time on the side lines.
I've spent too much time saying "Don't, were gonna get in trouble"
I've spent too much time being the good girl.
I've spent too much time keeping all my feeling inside.
I've spent too much time wanting the love like in the movies.
I've spent too much time second guessing myspelf.
But now, I'm going to be the girl that other girls spend too much time wishing they were me

i`m a mess & my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the
wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for
no reason. sometimes i get mad easily.
but i`m just me & thats all i can be.

Currently Listening Bad Day Pt.2 By Daniel Powter bad day see related

somewhere between the procrastination, the homework, the friendships,
and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends,
the i miss yous, and the i love yous, and what are we doing tonights?
somewhere between all of the changed and growing and the skipping classes,
the studying for tests, and the pretending to be studying for tests,
and the down right not studying for tests, i forgot. ..i forgot what it meant to cry.
i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn’t make you happy.
i forgot that pretending to be smart doesn’t make you smart.
and that pretending to be okay doesn’t make you okay.
i forgot that you can’t just forget the past in fear of our future..
i forgot that you can’t control falling in love.. and that you can’t
make yourself fall in love. i learned.. i learned that i can love..
i learned that it’s okay to mess up. and it’s okay to ask for help..
and it’s okay to feel like crap.. i learned it’s okay to complain
and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. that somehow they’ll make it all better.
i learned that sometimes the things you want most you can’t have.
i learned that the greatest thing about school isn’t going
to be who is most popular or going to the parties.. not even the hook ups..
it’s the friendships.. which means taking chances.
i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things
which we most need to talk out.. i learned that letters from
friends are the most important thing.. and that sending cards
to your friends makes you feel better.. but basically,
i just learned that my friends, both old and new,
are the most important people to me in the world.

Relationships fall apart.
Friendships end.
Hearts break.
But the love doesn't die

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hey hey everyone!today shcool..wus school..same old stuff..ugh lol..then after school baby sat ..then tonite was the first nite of practice..kia bowling got hit under the eye in the cheekbone w/ the ball.. omg..it was real bad i think shes in the hospital rite now.everyone pray for her..wow... but yeah... tonite after practice i got yelled at by mom and have been in a bad moodand stuff... but she came out and apollogized and were talkin now..about stuff..yay...so eyh..i probly wont update for a while cuz ill be real busy.. tomorrow my brother gets his tonsils out so that will be chaos tomorrow..i have practice 5 to 7..wednesday my mom has to go to akron to the childrens hospital to get gary treated for his burn..its so bad..pray .im praying for him and my brother too!! and dont forget about zach!! lol then practice.sometime that nite.umm thursday.duno..practice.probly have to get my physical cuz i got yelled at today for not having it lol..friday..i have practice but i have to skip bc i have a choir competition at grandsville high school ...no offense to anyone but we suck lol..not our faults tho.. umh.saturday ill probly have softball pracitce...and i have TnT youth group meeting at rainbow saturday nite..chelsy is coming up from floriday yay!! =).. then saturday or sunday is alexes bday party..and i wanna go to church sunday..eyah dunno wut else i have to do...then next week.dunno ..well im headed towards bed now im tired!! lol..lyall!! nite!

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